Wednesday, November 10, 2010

There You go Again.......

Sup TP, Hope the strike yesterday didn't spoil any of your plans.... i planned to sleep during the strike (Sleep ke.. my office resume too much)... transport was crazy,... i was just about to let them know i wasn't coming the following day only for one guy to start laughing that "They called off the strike since 3:00pm"....(ol boy i just dey vex.... Ahh!! Sleep... till next time)... i just felt like killing the guy for even taking my dream of sleep so lightly, does he not know that he mocks my destiny?.then one thought leads to another. then i just slip into a depressing mood, start thinking very lowly of myself,.. how i could have made better choices in life and that if i had been doing the right thing at the right time, things could have been better (Abi na only my mind dey wander enter different places,... my people answer me now).... bottom line.. regrets, Regrets, REGRETS.... then it occurred to me that i was selling myself short holding on to the past and depending on regrets,... i occurred to me that i have been purchased, EXPENSIVELY for that matter,... that all my past mistakes, bad decisions, past acts, deeds, actions.... have all been erased because "I HAVE BEEN JUSTIFIED"... that if i keep judging myself i was mocking the whole purpose why my Father came to die for me,.... no i have been delivered and set free,.. no longer bound by the law but by grace i can live the life that is worthy and purposeful..... so if you're still being as self-judgmental as i was (if you dey judge yourself like that, imagine how you go dey do others.... na lie!! most judgmental people only see the wrong in others..) then you are heading for disaster,. because you'll only end up limiting yourself, trying to seek the approval that He [God] has already given you... so stop judging yourself and let Him that saved you judge you and punish you..(you'll see that He loves you more than that...).. the payment He requires from you for all your actions is a broken spirit and a repentant heart........ so have a grace filled day today,... TIM's Place... Land of Infinite Grace..

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  1. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................JooRGanau t..googled dat name cos i distinctly feel the familiarity of dat name....but lo and behold....all i see now is Young Lion all ova d place!!!!......badguy!

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